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rocking back and forth in my chair is the only relief from this ...ailment...
2005-03-12, 1:58 a.m.
I just woke up an hour ago- I was shaking, freezing, and my blankets weren't helping. Every muscle in my upper body is sore, and my head is spinning, I can't stop shaking... I ran some hot water, hot enough to turn my skin pink, and took a bath, but it didn't feel hot, only lukewarm...I laid on the bathroom floor for another forty-five minutes, trying not to vomit...I keep coughing (up blood), my nose is raw, my ears ache, my head is spinning... I already said that, but my head is just...
My mom gave me some tussinex, she said it would make me feel better, but I gagged trying to swallow it, it tasted horrible.... I can't breathe without coughing, my stomach is starting to hurt, my throat hurts, I can't go to that thing at school today... I need to be taken care of, but who's to do that?
Everything is crashing down, everything is falling....
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