2003-10-30 - DAMMIT
2003-10-30 - enh
2003-10-29 - hopefully these pics show
2003-10-29 - :-(
2003-10-28 - songs
2003-10-28 - word... now to go get josh some food :-*
2003-10-28 - The song I talked about in the last entry
2003-10-28 - This show was sooo much better than the last one
2003-10-27 - bajaj@the link hidden somewhere on this page, in this entry :-P... it links to something on tripod *furitive glances*
2003-10-27 - SCREAM!
2003-10-27 - *does happy dance*
2003-10-27 - -
2003-10-27 - One of the many songs I have stuck in my head right now... I just typed these lyrics up so if they're wrong I'm sorry.
2003-10-27 - hitler
2003-10-27 - why is it that it's so hard?
2003-10-27 - Goodbyes and partings are awful.
2003-10-27 - *takes tylenol pm and xanax*
2003-10-26 - -
2003-10-26 - :-*
2003-10-25 - out
2003-10-22 - grr
2003-10-22 - *hysterical tears*
2003-10-22 - Hey Cowboy! :)
2003-10-22 - Aujourd'hui, le soleil se cache son visage, parce-ce qu'il a peur voire quoi c'est passe.
2003-10-21 - Logan, you mean a lot to me... *hugs*
2003-10-21 - UCP, check your diary, I wrote a note for you in it.
2003-10-21 - -
2003-10-21 - 'caine
2003-10-21 - Does anyone even read this anymore?
2003-10-21 -
2003-10-20 - a poem.
2003-10-20 - Heroin- The Velvet Underground (If you don't know who the Velvet Underground is, download this song ;) )
2003-10-19 - *in pain*
2003-10-18 - -
2003-10-18 - Please, someone check up on me
2003-10-18 - :-*!
2003-10-17 - Good God I'm bored. . . :-\
2003-10-17 - Yay!!
2003-10-16 - *sigh*
2003-10-15 - this song makes me cry every time... I don't really know why anymore, everything is so blurred right now...
2003-10-15 - it has been awhile
2003-10-14 - *hugs* thank you baby
2003-10-14 - why does it hurt?
2003-10-13 - Enough
2003-10-13 - Monica, sweetheart... is there somethin' you wanna tell me? :-P
2003-10-13 - Diary war
2003-10-13 - Fuck it, you want me dead FINE!
2003-10-13 - barcodes, grids, up and down lines...call it what you want, it hurts
2003-10-12 - Josh and I used to listen to Mad World all the time...but Josh is gone, and this is all that's left....
2003-10-12 - One of you gets your wish. . . and it's not Pat.
2003-10-12 - FUCK YOU!!
2003-10-12 - fuck this shit
2003-10-12 - When he loved me....
2003-10-12 - Dreams
2003-10-11 - I miss Josh.
2003-10-11 - So...
2003-10-11 - ...then why is it so hard to see you leave?
2003-10-11 - So now I start crying...but then I stop, because of what was said...Should I call now? No... I should wait on a letter...and it will come...but Lord, how hard it is to accept that he's gone...I never noticed until now how much I had come to rely
2003-10-10 - -
2003-10-10 - Yay Marines ! :)
2003-10-09 - *shrug* :-\
2003-10-09 - Bajaj, this is nice...
2003-10-09 - >:o!!
2003-10-09 - Military
2003-10-09 - *flops down*
2003-10-08 - *sighs* Two more days....
2003-10-08 - Just forget it , ok? It's not worth talking about.
2003-10-08 - I cut myself bad this time
2003-10-07 - I fucking hate my family sometimes
2003-10-07 - Frank came back.
2003-10-07 - To Tom.
2003-10-06 - And now I start crying, because I don't know what to say anymore.
2003-10-06 - Eh...today sucks...
2003-10-05 - *small , shy smiles*
2003-10-05 - Well... that was quite the emotional outbreak...and now I'm empty, and shattered, and crying, but that's going to make me look like the goddamn ATTENTION STARVED, WHINING BITCH I am...right? *screams* fuck it all... just, fuck it.
2003-10-05 - Marine
2003-10-05 - kelli , eh? *shrugs* alright.
2003-10-05 - bajaj
2003-10-04 - *muah*
2003-10-04 - Will someone show this to Michael, if they think it's in their best judgement?
2003-10-03 - -
2003-10-03 - Marines.
2003-10-01 - To sum up the past few hours :
2003-10-01 - Bah
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