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current | archives | profile | rings | email | gbook | host To Matt With Love Why is my life such a mess? I try so hard to care for everybody, I give you my heart and my soul and then you drop me on my ass because you found somebody else to love and adore and I'm so sick of it... I HATE YOU MATT! What did I ever do to deserve to have my reputation trashed? TELL ME WHAT I DID ! God DAMN IT I'm so tired of this, I don't wanna go on anymore... I don't care if it is the coward's way out I don't want to live anymore at all, because no matter what I do I don't get ahead! I'm tired of people acting like my friends, acting like they care only to find out that they don't! I'm sorry to those of you who read this, and who honestly haven't done anything... Petra, this is you, you're the only one right now... But the rest of you, leave me alone... just look at what you've done, what you've made, what you've created... this is your fault! Fucking idiots.... Say what you will of me , but you know what? THIS IS YOUR FAULT! I don't CARE if it haunts your dreams, because you know what? You fucked me over for the last time, and I give up. |
